Monday, December 1, 2008

is nt an end..is a start..

juz 1 day more de spm is over...
bt 4 me ...is was juz a start...
n ...
i juz onli can feel like my timetable is full...
many thgs i should n hav 2...
this time...i didnt tired...n feel nth...
is juz ...i m scare i make any decision wrong...n brings big bad effect...
bt i still feel so calm..
i gt go so many place...do so many thgs..
new life stye??
ha..ha..
wat so good??or wat so nt good??
i didnt feel anythg...
some1 say...spm wasnt tat important ....
i juz can onli say..
mayb in ur life...ur tot...
or juz at ur moment...
bt nt every1..
i didnt say tat spm means everthg...
bt is a step...
so we need try our best do well on it...
tat's wat we hav 2 is nth 2 do wif de "important ornt"
de next step is wat?
i juz knw wat i should ..bt everythg is hold..
coz i m nt finish yet..
i gt 2 finish thgs 1 by 1..
after it there is no more easy way
is juz a way...
i m didnt feel tired becoz this is wat i wan...
i wan settle all my thgs..be4 i wan gt some break..
bt 1 thg i m sure
after de day we leave...nth will b same
is like ...we gt 2 hav a new view on looking thgs
bt i still tot tat dun hav 2 feel sad on it...
leaving de school doesnt mean anythg..
is like...erm..
i dun knw...
i remember de day i leave my primary school...
every1 was crying...i tried 2 cry...bt i feel nth ...
wasnt tat i m nt like my school or wat ...
is same wif now de situation..
i juz tot tat...
this is really nth 2 sad 4..
haha...
coz..
leaving is juz a step ...
step of life...
is nt moment 2 sad...is moment 2 tot about ur next step...
becoz i always tot tat is was nt end..
i juz finish this 1 then we go on 4 another..
we still will meet even ppl go 2 oversea...
we still live in de same world
juz missing each other is de natural thg..
in my tot...
promises...is de hard part...
actually...
is hard...
sometimes...
we r juz 2 stubborn...
on somethg we tot...
i make promises on tat moment...
i juz tot at tat moment...
no 1 knws on de future.... ....blabla..all thgs...i write...mayb is juz i tot 2 much...so..
juz remember 2 love urself more...
n ur family ofcoz~~^^
takecare