internship的日子

第一天拿RM7500的audit file对我们这些新手来说真有些难度咯。。。
第一天拿到就是错愕。。。然后就是一连串不会和不懂。。。
又换audit program了。。如果帐都做好好。。上手的auditor也做好好都还好哦。。。

做工头三天我还要病了哦。。真有够累的哦。。。
它东西又多。。。然后又很乱很烂哦。。。。做到我每个senior都摇头。。。人家已经够忙了。。
我还是要去烦他们。。。。::>_<::。。。因为不会。。也因为太太太多问题了。。。
东西又多又乱。。。。 上手的auditor很多乱乱做。。。又ignore了很多问题咯。。。就连要问client问题。。都很有难度哦。。。。

做到我一个头两个大。。。有压力哦。。。。。。不过。。向好的方面想。。那样我做完这个我应该学会不少=)
不过我想会第一天就给我这样的应该是因为跟我一起来的那个是permanent所以要让她做可又不放心让她做就让我跟她一起做咯。。也许真托她的福我才有机会碰那么大的file哦。。不然他们一定又让我做那种已经没活动的公司。。。

可能做完这个我都做那些很简单的了 。。。

所以我真应该珍惜^_^

  对了。。还有冬至到了。。。o(∩_∩)o 哈哈我那天陪妈妈做汤圆还弄了几个很可爱的o(∩_∩)o 哈哈








然后要讲感受。。私事了。。
突然觉的他很像泡沫。。一直都很想拥有。。一直想要抓它。。原来抓就会破。。
如果它飘走了。。真只能看着它走。。不能去追。。。不然只会自己受伤掉下来。。。
也因为它只是路过。。。不属于我。。。。。就只能让它走。。
分手以后。。只对他动过心。。。而现在。。。会揪住我的心一下下的就只有那些回忆了。。别的没在想了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

last...wish myself and all my dears happy merry Christmas=)

时间过了。。东西原来会改变那么多的。。
觉得有些难过。。
开始怀念。。
开始不明白为什么要遇见。。要有那段回忆。。
动心而最后难过。。。
有时真宁可没遇过。。。就算了吧。。如此有头没尾。。还是为我带来伤害。。宁可没动过心。。。。。。。。。。。。
害到现在。。。心总会想。。。
听到他的名字心竟然会揪了一下。。。
 无言了。。
害怕了。。。
有点失落。。。
不该也没关系？。。。
不知道。。也没关系。。。
好好珍惜现在拥有的就算了。。。

做好本分。。安守本分。。。
为拥有的快乐就好了。。。不求它的了。。

依然相信。2012年会为我带来好运快快乐乐。。挑战结束。。。=)

要守护好自己的心。。要格外的坚强。。。要快乐。。要简单=)

today is sunday...tomolo will be my first day of internship..
haiz...didnt really rest dao leh...T.T
 somemore today whole body still super pain leh~~>.<~~ i wonder how hard i dance last last nite...T.T

I hope tat tomolo when i work everythg will goes well .....getting abit scare jor>.<......
fingers cross~~=)

FIRST TIME XD

16th was the date of my last audit paper ~~=) and at night it is also my first time go clubbing in Malaysia(exclude the real first time and only time club in aus with sis and EX)
This is really somethg for me to remember =DDD^^
it really is somethg new to me =DDD~~finally i get the chances to go =)~~
of coz i put all the make up knowledge i kwn on my faces la XD~~wont always get the excuse to put so much make up d ma =DD
hahaha~~haiz...but it feels like the god doesnt feel like leeting me go ....
create so many thgs to stop me o...: 1. go the wrong way, end up jam for about 1hour++ only reach...2. d place we go ....dun knw y tat day veli little ppl ..somemore mostly is non- chinese.......T.T...

when i reach there with all this issues...i really feel abit emo jor....somemore my fren order drinks tat nt wat we wan o...>.<
but....>.< becoz drink two types of alcohol...i end up getting drunk abit...=)
and i also make up my decisions....i dun care dy..even if the god doesnt wan me to go.....i still wan enjoy this precious chances =) i wont always get the chances to d =)~~so this is it~~my first time clubbing before i turn into 21 XD~~

i go with three pretty babe and one bodyguard fren XD~~hahahha
Photos below XD~~~

 this is obviously after d>.<~~coz drunk dy>.<

 

 hahaha >.< purposely post one of my totally nude face =) coz is really quite some differences of me btw with and without make up>.< so muZ REMEMBER and record IT^^hahaha~~XD~~

below is photos when early day before going clubbing d =)~~~i juz put super light make up only~~









hav lunch with this pretty babe also in d same day =D~~happi~~^^~~

WATch me~ ψ(╰_╯)

never underestimated ownself...never underestimate me...

snowman and chirstmas tree^^

oh my...now is only is the early of December ~~~but the town is already full of christmas decorations ~~>.^ some even started to decor as chinese new year~~XD~~haha
anyway~~~ even my own sun-U got a chirstmas tree and a cute little snowman inside our student centre o^^hahah~~so happy o~~^^
i take photo with the two cUTE things ^^hehe~~

but a bit paiseh la>.<...coz when i take this kissing snowman shot(photo above).....there is a staff pass by....>.<....hE LAUGH at me....
but is ok la~~he juz laugh and walk by~~i wont really mind la~~since there is only one man saw me XD~~ i still very happy with it~~^^ i even make it as my hp wallpaper o~~>.^
hahaha~~ sometimes it is really good tat ...such small thgs will make u feel happy...and is juz pure happy and without any complexity in between it... =D
  i ENJOY this feeling =) i wish tat i will have a great christmas =)

random =) meaningless...

TWO Eggs ~~^.^ haha~~<3 ~~两颗傻蛋o(∩_∩)o 哈哈

眼泪也解释不到我的难过吧。。。
我的失望。。。我放过了那机会。。。
那个考好的机会。。。讨厌我的愚昧。。。
昨天回到家哭了一两个小时。。。真的好累哦。。。
结果都没力读书了。。。
好好奇。。那么不开心为什么还可以继续念书。。。

因为不想更失望。。。更伤心？？

心里的话。。想过N次的话突然很想记录下来。。

突然很想说。。。

没错我失去了他的爱。。但。。。还好。。公平的是他也失去了我的爱。。

回忆太美，伤口太痛。。。所以无法恨也无法原谅。。
因为事实是。。纵然已过去。。淡忘放下。。。也依然是真切的发生过。。。不可能全忘了。。

一个男人不再爱你。。。你哭闹是错。。。静默也是错。。。

特别喜欢一句话。。。
“我不后悔我做过的每件事。。。绝不。。”--晴川《宫-锁心玉》^_^
我希望我能做到如此。。因为人生不能重来。。。不同的选择总附带着不同的结果。。
所以一个决定能改变很多。。。因此我不希望我带着后悔过日子。。。

不过说句实话。。。。如果重来。。。
以我了解的自己。。。我还是会做回一样的决定。。。
因为与你一起。。。我学会什么是爱一个人。。。原来我也会为男人哭。。。原来我也是那么脆弱。。原来做人还是该有保留才能减低对自己的伤害。。。
还有很多很多事是我学会的。。。。
最重要的是。。。曾经我很快乐很快乐。。。那是无可取代的。。。那就好了。。那就够了。。


快乐和难过本来就是爱情的附带品。。。
没有这些。。。那爱情还算完整吗。。。
因为爱情需要心而心里就是住着这些。。。

这是我。。真真切切的我。。。怎么可能忘了呢。。=)
不会忘了我走过的。。。今后也要快快乐乐的过。。好好的活。。珍惜拥有 活的更好o(∩_∩)o

new hair cut +exam TIME

finally get my hair on tat day =)
i had cut the type i always wanted ^^ half short half long =)

hehe~~like this i can make some trick to make it look like short hair ^^ then i get to c myself with short hair but still keep my precious long hair ^.^
hehe~~~

nEXT tomolo is the big DaY~~is my taX exam~~
This time i really finish my study and all i need to do now is revise it =)
so 郑欣慧加油哦!!└(^o^)┘ muST o!! do well and SCORE it ~>.^
hope the exam tomolo will goes well as the way i hope and i can score well =)
after the exam i will hope tat my work will be good also =) i hope i can get along with my new and old colleagues and get to learn things =)
so now must full of positive energies ~~ LET's do it!! =)
wishes myself GOOD GOOD luck^^