love is beautiful...
is good to start a new relationship...congrats my fren=)
but then worry tat...when time passes....d feel change........
...still luv ya...=)

wat i used to do??

i dun knw ..

i wan a lot of thgs....i wan a shop ...a house...an island....clever brain( so i doesnt need to worry about my test....)

i m sorry to myself for being lazy....

i m sorry to myself for wasting d time to watch movie ,go fb or blogging instead of reading...studying my ma exam....which is on thursday.....

tat test cost my whole ma subject 30% ...my lecture decided to be kind to us...so he let us to have mid term test instead of assignment....and also change the two mid term test into one....

at 1st i tot it is a good idea n i feel happy and thankful to my dear lecturer....

but then ....

because i didnt giv full attention to my class....and i m wasting my time for somethg not so important and not studying.....so i think i might fail this subject...which is my second year subject....(means it is a very important subject)

i m such a stupid and weird person...

i feel so bad for wasting my time in the same time i m wasting my time to write this....

i wonder wat is wrong with me....

i so sad...i m sorry....

i used to think i m hardworking...and i did my thgs with as many affort as i can gav....

but now i dun think so....i think i m....

dun knw wat to think ....

feel like crying....

stupid gal...

i wan to get out of this box...which i cant...

i shud be find my way out of this box instead of waiting for some1 to pull me out...

i shud learn ....i shud find myself the best way to survive......

i wan to help myself...

i remember somethg on one of the movie...it says ...ppl tat used to start their writing with I ...usually....quite selfish...they care about themself then the others.....

mayb is true...tat i m a selfish gal...

wat m i writing??.....

good nite...and i m still lost and confuse....

somethg to share^^

^^get myself a FUR laptop skin^^so happy~~~~~~~~~~~>.^

get a cake from the wondermilk for MUM's birthday^^

it is paid by my sis n me^^(sis pay90%i pay 10%)^^

but i do d order n collect part~~and also need to thanks my dear to fetch me to order and collect it^^[n also he make complains on fb for me la....>.<]