my SEcond Bog~~

this time i wan saY thREe sTory~~

once upon a time..

thERe's a gal...a silly gal..

juz like de others~hav many beautiful tot's about love n likes~

she meet many guys...hav different experies...

n those nt important...

n then she meet a guy ...a special 1??

at least 4 her...

he is~

he is a clever guy...

good in study...good in sports...

funnY 1 too~o~n a good leader too~~

in her eyes...she like juz can how good he is...

she..didnt realise she fall 2 him...untill de second year they know...

all de gal knows is she cares about this guy...

in end..she found tat...she falls in to him jor..

2 late 2 know it..

try many ways...bt de ans is same...shows tat she like veli veli like this guy~"Mr A"

so stupid~~

she usES~ways 2 gt near him...

beCOz him...shE change.~~

a lot~

shE wan gET near him...wan know More abOut him~~

later....she tot the guy should know it....

about she likes him so much...

bt...she nt sure about it..coz he didnt say anythg...

she wans 2 know...she try...bt de guy say he nt understand..

near de test...

she cant stand it...

coz becoz of him..

she change so much~

she becomes suddently silent suddetly veli veli happi~

n is like de only thg she can tot is him...

close her eyes...open...the only thg she can c is him...

kind of crazy...

haha~~

silly gal~in de end ..she tell him liao..

she likes him...

....guess wat ans she gt??

sori i hav gf ...

the thg tat makes her cry serius..wasnt juz this...

she hav a big fight wif her sis...

her only sis...

they never hav such big fight...

dad ran upstairs n sperate us...tat night...i cry 4 almost 3 hours....

so so so sad...2 heartbreaking.......

.....so i guess..u can know tat...the gal was me...
haha...so stupid...

my First bLog~~

should be haPPi~coz is my 1st~~^^
~~hav so manythgs 2 say ~2 tell~~
bt nt many ppl woUld wasTE so maNy Time juz 2 listen wat i say~~
be4 my sis go oversea~~
i always can talk 2 her
so do she
she will talk n let me know 2~
if she feels sad...bt is been more than 1 year a bit...she at australia..
so... i feel like i lost somethg important~~
haiz...1st half year~~i feel frEe ~coz i can do many thgs without ge scold by sis~
bt de next half...is really suffer...is so hard...
everythg i hav 2 face my own...like de room wasnt big...bt it used 2 hav 2 ppl ...nt 1..
i wonder did she sleep well on de 1st month...
bt is ok ~life hav 2 keep going~~
i already get used 2 it ...
bt at de same times i scared...get used 2 it..means i doesnt need my sis anymore??
is she hav de same TOt?
better no...
this wHOle time we juz Video call...
n sometimes..my family get mad coz they think my sis didnt on9 n chat wif us is my fauth...
n tat time i was de 1 angry~
haiz...did she change??
i dunknow...yes i know..
she didnt change..is juz she let go the"sangkar"we gave her...
she gt her wings~she doing thgs she likes...n thgs she always wanted~
so tat time i really cannot accept her "change"
bt is ok now...n about my change...i did cry once..about my change...
n later..i stop coz i ask myself....my change is good...y do i have 2 cry??
then i stop crying...
actually...4 gals like me...i juz hav 1 sister..
n we so so so close...when sis hav left...
sure will need 2 learn 2 stay alone..
independent...brave...n hav brain..make my own tot 2~~
makes me change...in de end...


i realize somethg...tat is ...
never feel sad 4 wat happens..juz stop stand there...
do somethg...n try ur bext fix it~
n if cannot ...then juz let urself get hurt...
when hurt till sometime then u will know how....