BuBBLe sHoeS^^hahah~~so CuTE ar~~~~~~~

^^ my NailS~~but neeed to clear it dy loOO..>.<>

but i love it^^kekekke~~

love is beautiful...
is good to start a new relationship...congrats my fren=)
but then worry tat...when time passes....d feel change........
...still luv ya...=)

wat i used to do??

i dun knw ..

i wan a lot of thgs....i wan a shop ...a house...an island....clever brain( so i doesnt need to worry about my test....)

i m sorry to myself for being lazy....

i m sorry to myself for wasting d time to watch movie ,go fb or blogging instead of reading...studying my ma exam....which is on thursday.....

tat test cost my whole ma subject 30% ...my lecture decided to be kind to us...so he let us to have mid term test instead of assignment....and also change the two mid term test into one....

at 1st i tot it is a good idea n i feel happy and thankful to my dear lecturer....

but then ....

because i didnt giv full attention to my class....and i m wasting my time for somethg not so important and not studying.....so i think i might fail this subject...which is my second year subject....(means it is a very important subject)

i m such a stupid and weird person...

i feel so bad for wasting my time in the same time i m wasting my time to write this....

i wonder wat is wrong with me....

i so sad...i m sorry....

i used to think i m hardworking...and i did my thgs with as many affort as i can gav....

but now i dun think so....i think i m....

dun knw wat to think ....

feel like crying....

stupid gal...

i wan to get out of this box...which i cant...

i shud be find my way out of this box instead of waiting for some1 to pull me out...

i shud learn ....i shud find myself the best way to survive......

i wan to help myself...

i remember somethg on one of the movie...it says ...ppl tat used to start their writing with I ...usually....quite selfish...they care about themself then the others.....

mayb is true...tat i m a selfish gal...

wat m i writing??.....

good nite...and i m still lost and confuse....

somethg to share^^

^^get myself a FUR laptop skin^^so happy~~~~~~~~~~~>.^

get a cake from the wondermilk for MUM's birthday^^

it is paid by my sis n me^^(sis pay90%i pay 10%)^^

but i do d order n collect part~~and also need to thanks my dear to fetch me to order and collect it^^[n also he make complains on fb for me la....>.<]

My birthday^^13/5/2010

keke~~
today i reach sunway at 8am
then i go pass up my PTPTN form(finally GAO tim d^^)
about 10 am i onli gao tim all n go pyramid start my lovely birthday celebrate wif mh^^
1st we go buy movie tickets~
watch IP man2^^
he wanted to watch long time d~
finally got chances watch wif him^^
and then is shopping time ^^

WE eat donuts after d movies^^

we buy 3 of them with a hot green tea=)

and also chocolates tat he bought for me^^

b4 dinner we go shopping again^^

This time he bought me a dress^^

finally at 6: 30pm is our SHOGUN dinner^^

SO many thgs to eat^^

Nice and full^^

so happi happi=)

kekeke~~

Thankyou my dear^^ i have a wonderful birthday^^

A day^^

some thgs happen today=)
some fine some not so great.
i finally get to knw d great feeling about driving alone^^
but then juz when i feel too good...i hit my neighbour's car.....
T.T
stupid right??
car going n going i didnt hit them i hit a car tat park there....
T.T
this happens when i stop infront of my house i try park in my lovely home...
then i didnt realize my neighbour's car has come out a bit ...mean stand a part of the road la....
then here goes...
i cant change anythg jor...when i realize...i try my best to turn fast fast...
but still hit d car's back a bit...coz a few crack la...few paints drop shud b fine...
i think...
but d lady damn fierce la...
come to my house n scold meT.T
scared scared leh...
haiz...end up crying there...
but i guess will b fine la ~coz d lady's husband say if is not veli mahal he fix himself o~~
hope so^^
i got a weird dream~~dream of my dear sis get marry hhaha~~
got her wedding photo~~haha damn funny~~
n my day is point less...do nthg but keep remembering d lady's fire talk to meT.T
haiz~~
wat a day~they keep telling me is a experience~~~~~ha ha .....
so i gain it~ HAIZ...T.T
hugs luv for frens tat still care about me~~
^^
peng you zhong shi hen duo...
dan, yue shi zhang da, gan qing jiu yue shu yuan...
hao lei o...
gan jue wo kuai bei tao tai le...
yin wei..wo hai ting liu zai na li...
wo hai yi wei wo men shi hen hao de peng you...
zhen yi wei..
cheng jing de peng you..
you duo shao hai hui zhen xin ji de ziji ne?
zui ba shuo de hao ting...xin shi fou ye yi yang?
mei yong de wo...
hai shi hen xiang nian cheng jing gen ni men de you hao...
xiang xiang jiu hao...
ye xui zhi shi wo yi xiang qing yuan...

DEAR BLOG...
life sometimes really SUCKS...
my recent life really tired n sienz...
i dun knw wat is MCCG..i dun knw thgs about FBM-KLCI or GNP...
but i need to write thgs about them...(but now or later i will knw la..)
so tired...sometimes i really lost..i dun knw wat i m doing...y m i doing...
which way to do better...which is not...
all i knw is...today do thgs about tomorrow...
all i knw is wat happens now n tomorrow...
sometimes i doesnt even knw wat happen next min...
i think my brain stop working alredi la..
haha..stupid...
my dear bf give me quite alot of opinion lately...about how i act...
is shud b good thg la..
coz i always asking him about how i look which 1 nicer....
but then i feel sad....
mayb becoz he say it out while i didnt ask about anythg...
is like...suddenly i got so many "shortcoming"?
i started to wonder....y do we care about wat other ppl think?
WHO CARES? is not like they care WAT U THINK...
sucks...
my birthday is coming soon...(few frens of mine's birthday coming soon too...last yr celebrate together...this yrs nt anymore..wish them happy birthday too^^)
i shud b really happy~i always did...i m a very naive n hav a very short term thinking gal ...(sometimes)
i hav to admit it tat i love it this way...
i like avoid bad thgs....
becoz...i could pretend the world of mine is still simple n lovely n colourful^^
(but then i knw i shudnt....)
i got several assignment....test...tutorial questions....blablabla...
so many many thgs to...
suddenly.... having fun become a sin...
y har?i also havent reach 19 yet...
it gets more n more harder...
frens...
ppl change...u do i do too
we change to get better we change to move on to get use to the new environment...
bt still i miss all d memory i spent wif u all...mayb we r not calling or msging each other...but then i always run though those memory in my head...
so pls dun regret tat we used to close fren...really close like seeing each other everyday^^
pls dun regret being shin hui's fren~ =)
mayb becoz i got a bf so i cant make new frens or old frens doesnt feel comfortable b wif me anymore...
i actually feel sad...really sad...is like i lost them...lost d frenship...
y do i always need to pick one?
but then i will overcome it...becoz tat is my choice...
until today i still feel warm stay wif him...
i still feel is ok to deal wif so many difficult n (half get half dun get)de stuff...
he is important to me...he makes my life a little bit better^^
The whole point of writing this blog is no point=)

god....so fan o...
T.Twan make a birthday celebration for my bf...need to worry so many thgs...
especially i not sure myself can go ornt...
T.T
i not sure who got go who didnt...
i feel like so shi bai...
worry worry ar....
T.T
very little fren go mh will b really sad coz let him knw jor i ask many ppl...
if too many ppl go i also takut i cant get so big d room...
still worry tat how much it will cost...
i worry about the cake shop....
what cakes...how much it will cost...
T.T
worry ar!!

26/1 Australia day

today is australia day.
sis didnt work.
we visit sis housemate's Univercity.
ECU univercity.
is quite nice~
yesterday she work...
24/1,father birthday.
=)
tat day is sunday.
sis didnt work she take me to another area name fremantle.
nice city.
take us almost an hour to reach there.
used more time than usual coz tat day train dun knw y stop work.
we hav to take the bus to get there~
the way we go we hav to stand whole hour,
thank god when we bac we get to sit^^
i buy some cups n key chain at there for my dear frens..
n a small thg 4 my dear bf.^.^
i miss him so much...
i wonder y...
everyday while i take the bus go to the city alone,shop alone,get back wif bus n feet alone..
the most thg i tot is him...
i wonder y..
y i can miss him so much...
here every thg is really nice....
but then still i will think of him...
miss him...
if one day no his msg or mail..i cant b happy...it feels like heart missing somethg....
miss u everyday...
frens ar frens...i miss the day we hav class together also..
i miss tat feel..
i feel happy...
i feel tat been surround by love.
i hope u all hav nice life now...
i mayb juz a passer-by in u all's life....but then i m a frenly passer-by ^^

in this few weeks i went to different place again~~
i shop at ikea shop~
went to sis housemate graduation ceremony ~
n shop alone in the city again^^
i really familiar wif the city alredy~
hav really many fun spent time alone in the city.

15/1 Today ^^

today my sis work ~~
i walk alone at the street of the city~
when almost afternoon~i sit at one cafe n read my books n also take photo of other ppl on the street~~
^^
photo below~


waiting at the bus stop^^







my books~spec~n also the chocolate~



flower next to me~they are beautiful^^

my hot chocolate wif marshmallow

another and another week^^

i stay at aus for 2 weeks more jor~~
most of the time my sis work so i will go outside walk walk alone~~
i got take some photo while i walk alone~~
^^
sis got bring me to a lake call swan lake~
there is really many black swan ~~
really nice view~~
sometimes my sis housemate bring frens along~
so we go out together or eat dinner~~
^^
Photo below~~

take it while i waiting for the bus home^^














street view~

kind of stupid pose~~haha

swan~~

sit there actually quite scary~~haha~~but it has very nice view~

walk wif the duck~

take wif sis

have dinner at home~~


family photo at the swan lake


we take photo at seaside ~~nice view ~~many stars at the sky~~

another week in aus

i m stay at aus been 2 weeks more alredi^^
i spent my 1st day of 2010 wif my sis n her housemate n housemate fren at the scarborough beach~~
It is really fun ~
i m didnt go any near the beach for almost 2 years~
so is really great n happy for me^^
the beach is fun but tat day is hot n we take different bus n train to get there~~
coz it is not very near ~
it take us about 40mins to get to the beach~
even the weather is hot but then when we reach there~
there not hot at all is cool~~~coz there is very strong wind~~
so glad i come here at the summer if i come here during winter there is no way i can feel the good of scarborough beach^^
there r many ppls at the beach~
familys~hot gals~~gay couples~~
we even saw a gal lay at the beach without her bikini top~~
^^
play some water there~~volley ball~~
then we wait till night~
so tat we can take pic wif the sunset~~
^^
haha~~
funny thg at aus~even the day is so hot when night arrive it still will b quite cold
i guess mayb is the wind~
anyway~tat day is fun~~

Photo at below^^




family photo~


play water wif sis fren^^


in the bus wif sis housemate n their fren^^


while i m in the train loooking at the sea^^


sis take my photo while i walking at the train station.

eat breakfast wif them be4 go to the beach^^