i m so so so lost...
wat is happening??
i nvr feel this
i feel so far away from him
i used to knw everythg about him
becoz i m connected wif him
i didnt mind if he miss report anythg tat happens on him to me
bt i still feel sad tat
there is many thgs tat every1 knw bt nt me
i feel like he dun trust me tat much anymore
...bt mayb i also nt tat trust him too...
i m crying...
so sad...
i knw u r busy on work...
every msg u gav me
u giv this kind of feels
u let me knw tat u r nt happi u r sad...
bt i still can c ur bright happi smile on ur face when u r wid ur fren...
mayb u r right...mayb tat kind of smile doesnt means tat u r really happi...
bt yet...
4 now
is nt really tat often to c u smile like this when u r wif me
wat is happening??
T.T
i used to b the onli gal tat is really connect wif u
u r nt shy bt u r juz
dun really a very socialize ppl
bt then
now i saw many gals around u
u didnt giv me enuf "an quan gan"
u even make me comfused tat m i ur gf??
i really hard to feel anythg
since u dun like to share ur thgs wif me
i used to tell u everythg
when u dun mind listening
bt then u tell me tat u r nt so happi coz
everythg i tell u is sad
i m so lost
i treat u as my best fren my love 1...the important 1..
bt wat m i to u ?
some1 tat u will miss if i leave bt is ok when life without me
i m no longer d onli d one d gal 4 u ...m i ?
i m no longer d one tat make u feel safe right?
i m juz a gal who keep complain
n u feel like when u r in a happi mood to reach me....i shud appreciate it
coz u r busy...n if i giv any no good faces to u
u will annoying n feel like go away since i dun appreciate it right?
tired to say thgs make me smile ....
becoz u r tired n i m a big gal i shud suit myself in this kind of situation right??
y u nvr tot about my feelings?
is been a long while time...u didnt spent ur time wif me
u go out hav lunch wif ur frens when u r free
bt u dun hav time 4 me
becoz going out wif me u need to c ur timetable
u need to c whether u fren ask u out
whether u nid to do thgs
bt u nvr tot about me
how long u been talking to me in one day??
is tat it??
u r busy??bt u still hav ur time to eat at d shopping mall???
y??becoz ur fren wan??
ur fren make u upset then y u make it sound like is was my fault
??
i m so lost...
i wan to leave n stay wif my sis
bt u r d onli reason tat is holding me bac
bt then this how u pay me bac
T.Tall i m asking is
pls stop gt mad tat easy...pls take a litle bit to c to knw wat is happening to me my life
if ur fren is important...then pls try...try think tat i m ur fren too...juz a gal fren....doesnt mean i will wait u to call me to find me when u r free...u r nt my boss...i cant b always waiting...
there will b the end
i dun knw when bt there will
~~~huihui~~~
