DEAR BLOG...
life sometimes really SUCKS...
my recent life really tired n sienz...
i dun knw wat is MCCG..i dun knw thgs about FBM-KLCI or GNP...
but i need to write thgs about them...(but now or later i will knw la..)
so tired...sometimes i really lost..i dun knw wat i m doing...y m i doing...
which way to do better...which is not...
all i knw is...today do thgs about tomorrow...
all i knw is wat happens now n tomorrow...
sometimes i doesnt even knw wat happen next min...
i think my brain stop working alredi la..
haha..stupid...
my dear bf give me quite alot of opinion lately...about how i act...
is shud b good thg la..
coz i always asking him about how i look which 1 nicer....
but then i feel sad....
mayb becoz he say it out while i didnt ask about anythg...
is like...suddenly i got so many "shortcoming"?
i started to wonder....y do we care about wat other ppl think?
WHO CARES? is not like they care WAT U THINK...
sucks...
my birthday is coming soon...(few frens of mine's birthday coming soon too...last yr celebrate together...this yrs nt anymore..wish them happy birthday too^^)
i shud b really happy~i always did...i m a very naive n hav a very short term thinking gal ...(sometimes)
i hav to admit it tat i love it this way...
i like avoid bad thgs....
becoz...i could pretend the world of mine is still simple n lovely n colourful^^
(but then i knw i shudnt....)
i got several assignment....test...tutorial questions....blablabla...
so many many thgs to...
suddenly.... having fun become a sin...
y har?i also havent reach 19 yet...
it gets more n more harder...
frens...
ppl change...u do i do too
we change to get better we change to move on to get use to the new environment...
bt still i miss all d memory i spent wif u all...mayb we r not calling or msging each other...but then i always run though those memory in my head...
so pls dun regret tat we used to close fren...really close like seeing each other everyday^^
pls dun regret being shin hui's fren~ =)
mayb becoz i got a bf so i cant make new frens or old frens doesnt feel comfortable b wif me anymore...
i actually feel sad...really sad...is like i lost them...lost d frenship...
y do i always need to pick one?
but then i will overcome it...becoz tat is my choice...
until today i still feel warm stay wif him...
i still feel is ok to deal wif so many difficult n (half get half dun get)de stuff...
he is important to me...he makes my life a little bit better^^
The whole point of writing this blog is no point=)