Saturday, July 19, 2008

sick...so sick..
help me..
wat happen 2 me??
i feel tired n sick from inside 2 outside..
cant do good on any thg also..
tkd...my study...
n he..
i m so sick...
i doesnt wan it liao can i??
i feel tired...
i cant ...
cant...
i shouldnt say so bt i juz ..
cant control myself...
let me forget everythg can i??
nono..
cannot choose 2 tao bi..
i should learn how 2 fix problem...
i use 2 hav nice saturday n sunday..
bt i nw i hav 2 do soso many homework..
i knw...is 4 my spm...
i m lazy..yes i m..
bt i m tired of it..
i wna giv it all up..
can i ?
i hate myself like this..
i always like this n waitting ppl will help me n carry me up..
who can i ask this time??
my sis at aus..
i still gt few months...
is test...
i cant juz waste my time on thinking wat 2 do next...
i hate it..
when can u grow up tee shin hui..
stop waiting...can u??
dun pls...
de chance is once onli.......
dun...............let it go................
dun let urself...try 2 forget wat is happening...
life wont stop becoz u wan ...
n stop let urself effect by his thg..
he is nt urs..
n his thg should bother u...
dun...
u need 2 push urself more harder.!!
gal..
remember how old r u ??
u hav many thgs need 2 do~~
dun giv up...
rest..
u can hav bt u need 2 wake up de next day...
can u??
dun wait..
time wont wait 4 u...
be wif me...
my "yong qi..jian chi..yi li.."
dun~~
dun let it make u forget wat u wan from de start~~
uc an scared bt nt skip it...
is not ur resbonsible 2 keep him ok ....or other ppl good..
dun ....
who is de most important 2 u 4 u??
u need 2 remember wat u wish from de start...
is spm ...
is ur own future..
is ur parents n ur aunt n ur sis hope on u..
is wat u hope 2 get !!
not him~~~
he is nt wat u wan from de start~
dun ~~
big gal should knw how 2 make choices...
dun~
no giv up him..
juz wan u let his thg go 1st~
n let ur self think...
n make choices~~
k??
remember is ur own future~~
no his/~
remember wat u hope 2 get
n wat ur parents wan u 2 hav......
n wat they help u~~
well nw u feel sick then u can hav a rest bt dun let urself down juz luz like this!!
promise me~
this is de last time u skip ur tuition without a good reason!!
remember who u r!!
n wat u surppose 2 do n been!!
not a ......

1 comment:

qqfoo said...

dun put so much tekanan on yourself ..

just folllow your feel ..
u told that to me b4