Tuesday, July 14, 2009

to my frens..

frens..
i m sorry tat i cant help u all...
i hav been try to think in u all d situation...
i hav try to understand...
tats y i keep say i used to feel d same thg...
bt i think u all juz think tat i m happy wif bf n still say tat i m nt happi...
bt i all i m been doing was juz try to be wif u all...
tats all i can do....
to understand... i tot d best way was to be like u all...
i m really sorry tat watever i do or say cant help u all...
bt i really care 4 u all...
i really sad 4 u all...
4 me...i always think tat u all r d best...
i m hav simple brain...
juz i like to think too much....
i love my fren n...i care...
i always hope tat u all r happi...


watever u all think ...
juz hope u all happi....
bt
sometimes i wasnt as happi as u all tot...
bf n family was d onli thg stable 4 me...
i also gt thgs to sad 4..
juz i gt no way to say it out...
In some way u all r happier than me...
in some way i dun hav thgs tat u all hav...
sometimes...
i do feel sad too...
bt
i also dun knw wat to say....
take care....
watever i say...juz dun bother..if u think is nt happi to hear ..
juz pretend u didnt hear...
sorri....



sometimes...when i hear tat u all say i always meet him...
wouldnt hav any problem...
makes me sad....
i m sorri if watever i do hurts u all' s feelings i m sorry...
bt
i do hav my sad moment n time n part too...juz tat
wasnt same wif u all...
wasnt been in d same situation cant feel...
juz....
i m sorri...
...
n when i hav my hard time...
u cant c cant feel...
juz becoz i always been like somethg wrong person...doesnt means my sadness wasnt as sad as d others....
doesnt means....i m nt as sad as urs...
this whole time i hav juz try to think in u all d situation ...
mayb is d wrong way...
if u all dun like i wouldnt say it...
all i been juz trying to do is keep u all wouldnt nt happi...
n i hav to say tat...
i really to care wat su ann say n feel...
sometimes..i dun dare to talk wif u coz i really afraid wat i say makes u more sad...
i cant stand when ppl sad next to me...
i will always try to make them feel better coz i will feel like is my fault....
bt i think i cant make u feel better so..
i always think mingming makes u feel better...
so when ming wif u i always dun wan kacau...
juz take care...
i might be juz think too much bt i do care...
i care about janice also...
mayb sometimes wat i say cant help u...
or i dun gt how isit...
bt all i hope is u will b happi n
wont gt hurt again....
i m sorri...
i hope tat times can help u feel better...
take care^.^



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

this blog feel like so emo geh..why ..T_______T